105 Days

...why...

Home Sweet Home

Money flows like a water.  When it comes to entertainment and good times, that's the price you have to pay.  Money comes in, money comes out.  But it's okay.  Besides, who else wants to make me happy other than  myself?  Right?  (Other factors do count actually).

Decision to rent a house was made two months ago (May 2012); when I was at one of the Jazz Clubs in KL.  I had never thought of renting any house or apartment here until it was mentioned by Belle Harold Simone (Bukan Nama Sebenar).  Now we are housemates.  You rock, woman!!  Not to forget her partner, Nina Richmond (Bukan Nama Sebenar).  You cook, I sleep! Hahaha! Nahh..kiding, woman!

I spent my 25 days leave (other than preparing for my little sister's wedding) figuring out what else was there to buy for our house, you know...to make it feel homey.  I know righttttt...you think it was simple, you were wrong.  It's pretty much tiring, believe me.  So yeah, on the first night (July 5, 2012) we were staying there, we had our parents come over to our place.  Good company, good food, good God!! Alhamdulillah.  Being Malays, we got our blessings yeah... The night was awesome <3.  Thanks Mama and Abah. I love you both, infinity and beyond.

The following night (July 6, 2012), we had a couple of friends coming over for a small dinner.  Thanks to Aimi and Din.  Glad you loved belutak, Din! The night was filled with laughters especially on the story Belle told us, "Emphh..jangan ko keluar-keluar!".  Hahahaha...

O'ow...it's almost lunch time.  Gonna go back soon.  Nina is waiting.  20-minute drive from where I am now is not that bad eh.  Talk soon. xoxo.

Bigger Than You

Waking up to a major headache is the last thing you want to do.  My own message this morning roamed around inside my head, "Don't Drink & Drive".  You get what I mean? 

People, life has its purpose, so i figured out.  I gotta go to work, earn money and live happily.  So here i am.  Getting there.  I mean, the last part - live happily.  But seriously, what are we, really? First thing of all, keep aside the thought of you being so spiritual by giving up yourself, your soul and your heart to the fate.   How strong can you be when life doesn't favour you? Or maybe life is such a strong word for me to define someone's frustration over some things. Great things. Big things. Bigger than yourself.  When you lose something, you mourn, you cry, you question, you go silent, you sit, you cry again, and you pray.  You speak to God, you seek for help, you have your faith.  And? What else? Does it make me a bad person when I stop doing so because it occurs to me that He answers to only those who are really really good people; people who the society calls as normal, people who are being recognized, people who always have place everywhere; here or heaven. 

So what do you do when you are too emotionally cripple to even look at yourself?  You feel helpless...because one of the most important things in your life was taken away fom you... So where do you go next?

Back to my desk.

Modern Family

I thought I would never like this series. It turned out differently when I had someone to watch it with. Hahaha...