Waking up to a major headache is the last thing you want to do. My own message this morning roamed around inside my head, "Don't Drink & Drive". You get what I mean?
People, life has its purpose, so i figured out. I gotta go to work, earn money and live happily. So here i am. Getting there. I mean, the last part - live happily. But seriously, what are we, really? First thing of all, keep aside the thought of you being so spiritual by giving up yourself, your soul and your heart to the fate. How strong can you be when life doesn't favour you? Or maybe life is such a strong word for me to define someone's frustration over some things. Great things. Big things. Bigger than yourself. When you lose something, you mourn, you cry, you question, you go silent, you sit, you cry again, and you pray. You speak to God, you seek for help, you have your faith. And? What else? Does it make me a bad person when I stop doing so because it occurs to me that He answers to only those who are really really good people; people who the society calls as normal, people who are being recognized, people who always have place everywhere; here or heaven.
So what do you do when you are too emotionally cripple to even look at yourself? You feel helpless...because one of the most important things in your life was taken away fom you... So where do you go next?
Back to my desk.
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